Just a way of saying...

I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being.
He wants to be me and that scares him.
I scar myself you see
makes me glad that I am me
I hate therefore I am
Pseudo-morals work real well on the talk shows for the weak
But your selective judgements and good-guy badges don't mean a fuck to me
Good is the thing that you favor
My afternoon's remote control daydream milk and genocide
What I make is what I am, I can't be forever
A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine
I hate the hater, I'd rape the raper, I am the animal who will not be himself
Hey victim, you're the one who put the stick in my hand
I don't need to choose a side
"Love everybody" is destroying the value of
When you get to heaven you will wish you're in hell, when will you realize, you're already here?
The time has come it is quite clear, our antichrist is almost here
Went to god just to see, and I was looking at me
Saw heaven and hell were lies, when I'm god everyone dies
The boy that you loved is the man that you fear
We were neurophobic and perfect the day that we lost our souls
Maybe we weren't so human but if we cry we will rust
And I was a hand grenade that never stopped exploding
you were automatic and as hollow as the "o" in god
God is just a statistic
Raised to be stupid, taught to be nothing at all
Don't let them know how far you go
oh look you're just like a vcr, put something in to know just who you are
We'll never say goodbye
The only thing smiling are you dolls that I made, but you are all plastic and so are your brains
I'm not a slave to a god that doesn't exist, and I'm not a slave to a world that doesn't give a shit
I never really hated a one true god, but the God of the people I hated
we have no future, heaven wasn't made for me
Some children died the other day. We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith you should have seen the ratings that day
we sing the death song kids because we've got no future
we write our prayers on a little bomb, kiss it on the face and send it to god
If you die when noone's watching, your ratings drop and your forgotten
but if you die on the TV then you're a martyr and a lamb of god
If god was alive he'd hate you anyway
You said I tasted famous so I drew you a heart
but now I'm not an artist I'm a fucking work of art

The grass isn't greener on the other side, we set it on fire.

Should Anyone Care?

One article I found interesting recently was on the lack of effect teaching people about diseases, such as AIDS and how to prevent being infected is.
Don't misunderstand, this approach does indeed help SOME people. There are millions of others however who choose to simply ignore what they are told.
Now I understand why doctors, wanting to do what they can to cure diseases without much further though, would go on to try to find other ways to deal with the disease, and they should, even if only for those who actually care about their health.
Personally though, I think anyone that has the knowledge to keep themselves healthy and disease free and then ignores it, deserves whatever they get. If you KNOW unprotected sex might get you infected and you have unprotected sex with multiple partners (who don't know whether they're infected and so can't tell you) if you then get infected, too damn bad. Your own stupidity is all you can blame for it. People that stupid should be left to die, improving the gene pool for the next generation.
Then again people who actively care for their health, who make intelligent decisions and get infected anyway through whatever means, should be entirely cared for, and again doctors should do what they can.

Why should anyone care about the health of a person who does not even care about their own health enough to ACT on their knowledge? Scientists, doctors and engineers (not to mention lawyers and politicians) spend too much time trying to protect people from themselves. If you're stupid enough to endanger yourself in direct opposition to the knowledge that was given to you, I don't see why anyone should waste their time keeping you safe and healthy.

People need to take responsibility for themselves first and stop expecting the government or anyone else to do everything for them.

On the sheer lack of update

I know I have four blogs and haven't been updating any of them much lately. For those of you who absolutely MUST read my posts, this is actually good news and I HAVE been writing, just not here (and no you can't read it yet).
Most of my creative effort has been going into three projects, and thus no creativity to spew forth here.
One's the first book in the Borg Dreams series. You can see some related posts here, though you'll have to look back in the archive for them. There are three or four.
It looks like it's going to be a short novel, maybe 6 chapters in all and I'm aiming for around 100 pages. It's currently in outline form, soon to be rough draft and it's coming along nicely.
Number two is my band. We're working hard towards actually releasing an album (for those of you who have been following us for the past few years now) and the songs are also coming along well.
As for project 3 the writing is progressing well, and I'll post about it when we have some sort of schedule as to when things will be done. Until at least one of these are done I most likely won't be posting too regularly, but I'll try as always.

You better buy my book when it comes out. And my album. And don't forget the merch.

Extinction is Natural

One more example of why panda's should be left to extinction: apparent lack of ability to avoid crushing their own newborns, among the very few still in existence.
Panda's remaining: ~1,900, less then 2,000 to go and the world is rid of one more dying species!